in this mad season..

here i am.

it all started when i was helping my ears to hear songs that is not entitled "ay bay bay" or "atsuki kodou" (some japanese theme song of rival schools, the game)

and then i remember: matchbox twenty.

however, im satiated with "bent" and "if you're gone". so i tried to remember this song that has the wild video with all the fans go gaga on them, then came "mad season".

and here goes the shitty stuff:

when i found the lyrics for the said song, i felt like the song is also looking for me, and as if we were meant to be, but no (hahaha). the message of the song and my thoughts that are lurking for the past few weeks have the same wavelength.

and then i though of these:

I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long (I'm not sure if it really won't last)
I've been guessing - I coulda been guessin' wrong (I'm always wrong...almost)
You don't know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow (not really)
Does that whole mad season got ya down (I don' think so.)

I feel stupid but it's so...